Letters To Myself

Letters To Myself

Letters To Myself

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Letters To Myself

"Love, Me."

2023

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Through letters written to herself at several different pivotal points during her life, Maya Heinecke tells the narrative of her life, and looks ahead at what's next for her.

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Maya Heinecke

Herself (Archival Footage)

Sebastian Hole

Himself (Archival Footage)

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Directed by: Maya Heinecke
Written by: Maya Heinecke

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