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Envy/Desire

Envy/Desire

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Envy/Desire

"HE DOESN'T WANT YOU, HE WANTS TO BE YOU"

2024

0h 20m

3.5(4 votes)

Comedy

Drama

Overview

New York transsexual socialite Bella thinks she has scored the masculine hetero man of her dreams. The illusion is shattered when her best friend Natasha tells her Ethan, might not be the man she thinks he is; in fact, he might not want to be a man at all.

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Aimee Armstrong

Aimee Armstrong

Bella

Miles Shore

Miles Shore

Natasha Volkova

George Olesky

Ethan

Lucy Pengelly

Sissy Hypno Voice

Conor William Wright

Conor William Wright

The Waiter

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Directed by: Aimee Armstrong
Written by: Aimee Armstrong
Produced by: Aimee Armstrong
Anna Udras

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