If Only

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If Only

"No Matter How Much You Want to Pause, Life Still Goes On."

2024

0h 22m

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Mystery

Overview

On a rainy afternoon, Martha discovers an old Polaroid in her bedroom. She then spends the whole afternoon conversing with someone deeply familiar and significant from her past.

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Cast & crew

5 featured cast members

Starring

Cindy Sebastiani

Martha (28 years old)

Velyn Karuna

Martha (15 years old)

Agnes Kartolo

Martha's Sister

Andreas Liauw

Martha's Father

Hoarny Wijaya

Martha's Mother (Photo)

Creative team

Directed by: Clayton Yugou William
Written by: Agnes Kartolo
Produced by: Riandy Gagah Indra Prasetyo
Martinus Liauw

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