I don't want to have to be loud

I don't want to have to be loud

I don't want to have to be loud

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I don't want to have to be loud

"The patriarchy must resign."

2024

0h 7m

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Overview

She is defined; from birth on. The role she has to play, who she is and what she is made of is not determined by her. If one’s own body and gender are a political issue, it is about time that one’s own voice is heard.

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Eva Matz

Eva Matz

Herself/Voiceover

Laura Shirin

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Lena Sibbersen

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Gian-Luca Kemper

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Directed by: Eva Matz
Written by: Eva Matz
Produced by: Jascha Loos

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