What Will I Become?

What Will I Become?

What Will I Become?

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What Will I Become?

2026

1h 30m

10.0(1 votes)

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Overview

More than 50% of transgender boys have attempted suicide. Through two life stories, directors Lexie and Logan unravel why their community is particularly vulnerable to living and dying quietly.

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4 featured cast members

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Lexie Bean

Lexie Bean

Self

Logan Rozos

Logan Rozos

Self

Blake Brockington

Self

Kyler Prescott

Self

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Directed by: Lexie Bean
Logan Rozos
Produced by: Lexie Bean
Logan Rozos

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