WHEN I GROW UP
WHEN I GROW UP

WHEN I GROW UP

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2019
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Three mothers discuss the impact of losing a child to gun violence.

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11 members
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Shelia Duvall

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Loretta Wilder

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Connie Conway

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Freddie Wilson, Jr.

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Ocean Duvall

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Christopher Roadriguez

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Ayden White

Child on the Phone

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Nakia Dillard

Mr. Simmons

Nakia Dillard
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T'aj Blain

Younger Derek

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Quantavious DeShawn

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Leticia Ross

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